Why

Hey lovelies!!

Remember that post a while back, the one where I explained that God doesn't usually answer the question why? Well I feel like asking that question now! You know how I said I was going to have surprise visit? Well that visit starts tomorrow. I didn't expect it and after so long I wonder why it had to happen now? Again with the why? I had so many answers to prayers, received revelations that put me onto a specific path. When things didn't work the way I expected them I had too many questions to even be sure. One such was why, why didn't it work the way I expected, why did I get put on that path only to find a broken heart? Maybe I was supposed to be. I am not really sure. All I know is I have had an anxious tummy feeling for a better part of a week and I have no idea what it means! Do you?

Surprises

Well Good afternoon Lovelies!

Can I go on a tangent for a moment before I write other things? Okay thanks! I walk usually early in the morning with my dog, not that early like 6:30. One of the people along my street has an annoying dog who barks ferociously. The owner got yelled at by his neighbors because of it. Keep in mind my dog doesn't bark back and we just go on our way. The other day the guy decided it was my fault his dog barks and told me I couldn't walk when I did. First, I live in a country where I am free to be on public property. I was on public property. Second since when are you as the owner of a pet not responsible for the pet. If my dog were to poop on others lawns, bark at people, run off, or bite someone it would be my responsibility to take care of it. So it makes sense that he would be responsible for his dog, not me, I am not provoking it, I could walk by without my dog and he would continue to bark. What is he going to do tell the whole neighborhood they cannot come on the street that runs by his house on the corner? I think Not!! So again why is your barking dog my fault? That is what I thought. Take responsibility for what is yours and I will worry about mine!!!!

Okay I have officially stepped off my soap box. in other news my life has been having a series of ups. I love when I feel this way especially after a lot of series of downs. I still have a few things to do for school but I am almost done. Then there is unexpected visits from people who mean a lot to you. I just don't know what else to do but be grateful. God Blesses my life, is aware of me, and blesses my life when I need to recognize it the most. The unexpected visit will be a good thing I think. But there will be more to come about that in another post friends!!

Loves!

Troubles

Hey Lovelies!!

So I have been thinking, I know trouble right? But at times I think I have moved on from him, but then I discover falling out of love is probably as hard  harder then falling in love and most definitely more painful. sigh.

Thoughts

Morning Lovelies-


Every had your brain so full of different thoughts that your mind is going a million miles an hour. You know that brain dead feeling you get shortly after, well that is how I feel. You may now be asking yourselves, what could she possibly be thinking about? Well here is the random list!


School, it starts in January for me. Sooo much to do between now and then. I need to apply for scholarships, I need to get out of debt, I need to sign up for classes, take a tech test, get finger printed, and the list goes on and on. I wonder sometimes how I will have time to do all this! But I have to do it!!


Having fun before school starts. School will be great but I will be working full time, and part time, going to school full time and studying. I fully expect to have no life when school gets back in. So I want to have fun now. A friend and I will be taking a cruise in October, My mom and I are going on a short trip to St George in a couple weeks. But what am I going to do with myself!


A scrap booking project! Yeah I love to scrapbook!


Missing my world expeditions! I love to go other places, see other cultures. I believe by doing this you understand more about other people and yourself that you wouldn't understand without doing so. I miss it so much. I want to go to London, Paris, Norway, Latuerbrunnen in the Swiss Alps, and so many other cool places!!


I am wishing it were fall already! I know it is crazy asking time to speed up when I have so much to do but man how I want it to be fall. I love everything about it. Last years fall was a hard time for me, alot had happened I didn't enjoy it but this year will be different.


I want love! I want to fall in love, I want some handsome man to sweep me off my feet and take care of me. I feel ready for the next set of adventures, I wish it would happen sooner as right now it is not happending at all!!


Plus much, much, more!! I know it would wear you our to think about this! It wears me out!! I am usually so ready for bed when I crawl into it at night! But the next day comes so fast and it is back to the Grind!!


What gets you thinking? Well that is all today! Have a fantastic weekend!!